There are birthdays, baptisms, graduations, weddings, baby showers, parties, conferences and funerals. We all have events in our lives that are important. At each of these events we find people, some we know well and others we will come to know. We share time, memories, food, and drinks.
A few Sundays ago was youth takeover Sunday at our church. Although I serve the youth in my church I missed the celebration and the worship due to a previously scheduled family vacation, but I had an opportunity to watch our youth pastor’s sermon and catch up on the events while away. I wanted to take a minute and share some of my thoughts.
As Christians, we have the opportunity to celebrate forgiveness and a reunited relationship with God that can be obtained no other way.
Jesus said, “Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust in me. There are many rooms in my Father’s house; I would not tell you this if it were not true. I am going there to prepare a place for you. After I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me so that you may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.”
Thomas said to Jesus, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going. So how can we know the way?”
Jesus answered, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. The only way to the Father is through me. — Jn 14:1-6
Jesus is the source of our party and we take it wherever we go. In my travels, I had the opportunity to listen to the audiobook, “Captive in Iran” by authors Maryam Rostampour and Marziyeh Amirizadeh, and contributor Anne Graham Lotz. Everywhere Maryam and Marziyeh went they started a party and Jesus was at the center of it. There was a party on the streets of Iran, a party in the police station when they were arrested, and a party in Evin prison, one of the worst prisons in Iran.
In the midst of persecution, there was a unity of people, a coming together of one mind and a filling of the moment with the Holy Spirit in spite of sickness, filthy prison conditions, and treatment. Maryam and Marziyeh shared with us a story of God’s remarkable faithfulness in the face of grave persecution and even showed us how God is in control in spite of what the enemy throws at us. The Jesus party happened because He was the center of all they did.
The most remarkable part of this story from my perspective as an American is that God raised up two women in Iran to make a difference in the lives of other Iranians. In spite of what we think we know and believe about other people, God never abandons those who truly seek him and he loves to be the center of a party no mater where it happens. The important thing to him is that you’re at the party with him. He’s sent out he invitations and you’ve been invited.
Birmingham, Alabama. It’s in the middle of the Bible belt, but on a trip there, I heard about this massive iron statue that is an iconic symbol of the city. It’s a statue of Vulcan, the Roman god of volcanoes and/or metal working.
As I saw the massive statue I contemplated, what would drive an artist to construct such a massive iron work? Was it a compulsion, eccentricity, a grand idea that got out of hand, or was it far more, perhaps worship of an image, an idea, or a celebration of good times?
However I envisioned it I kept coming back to why a statue of a Roman god of this magnitude would be so significant to the people of Alabama in the center of the Bible belt even if there was a large population of steel and iron workers in the era when it was built?
Though curious, the thought really isn’t so strange. I remembered a couple of movie/television scenes that represent what I perceived society believes worship is all about. The craziest scene is the one from the original “Beneath the Planet of the Apes”.
It seemed to me that the producers were making fun of churches from that era in 1970, but I found it interesting that the view of worship is something that’s done in a church with singing, people gathered, showing their true selves to their god and chanting. The fact that this was done in a cave, in a dark underground place out of the public adds a sense of mysticism and intrigue to the whole thing and a sense of mockery.
The other movie scene that comes to mind is Joe vs. The Volcano when Joe and Patricia are meeting with the chief to discuss making the ultimate sacrifice to the “Big Woo”. All the people are gathered together in a celebration that the volcano god will be appeased and not destroy the people of the island.
These scenes while entertaining shed light on a secular view of religion and worship of a god. In a cinematic way they try to explain, or perhaps in a way lead us to interpret, man’s perception of a relationship with God. In “Beneath the Planet of the Apes”, the god being worshiped was a nuclear warhead, but the scene was modeled after churches of that period. The scenes shows crazy religious people bent on destroying the world. They wear masks to cover up their appearances and their beliefs bring doom to the planet. In Joe vs The Volcano, the Big Woo is bringing destruction on mankind and needs to be appeased with sacrifice.
“What is going to be created will effectively be a god.
“It’s not a god in the sense that it makes lighting or causes hurricanes.
“But if there is something a billion times smarter than the smartest human, what else are you going to call it.”
For me, this is not at all how I understand our relationship with God and I find it saddening that so many misunderstand God’s true nature.
God is not something man-made. He’s not a statue, a bomb or a volcano. He’s certainly not a figment of imagination and he’s not just an intelligence, though superior to us that views things only in black and white. Can any of these man made gods create, love, show undeserved grace, instill hope, or give meaning and purpose to our lives?
God is real. There is irrefutable evidence that he exists, yes, even in scientific evidence. Skeptics dismiss it and try to explain away everything with reason and enlightenment, but it is God who is the source of all reason and enlightenment. To deny him is to deny our very existence, reject his order of things and loose hope and purpose for our existence. Continue reading “The Modern Day god”→
There was a time when I looked at the sky and wondered where something so beautiful came from. I laid down on a royal green carpet of grass containing every imaginable thing made from sand, rocks, sticks, leaves and pine needles. The warm air filled my body and shifted my locks under the swaying pine trees and the bright sun. Creatures real and imagined filled my kingdom including ants, frogs, lizards, birds, fish, alligators, and mosquitoes. There was also my dog, Piedmont, our short legged poodle curly black hair. He loved the backyard games and chasing lizards up the trees. Panther, our black cat would prowl the backyard forest intent on finding adventure and settling for a nap in the shade or bathing in the sun. My whole world stood before me in simple pure bliss.
“Mark! Come on, we need to get ready to go!” The broken silence jolted me into a new reality and the rush to prepare. Dad was boarding windows and packing the car and Mom was filling the bathtub with water. Something big was coming.
At two and a half years old, I hardly knew what was going on, but when my parents worked up a frenzy and there was a hint of panic in Mom’s voice, I knew something was not right. There was an air of impending danger. Something was very wrong.
My father was in the United States Air Force and we lived in a small house in a community off base in Biloxi, Mississippi. It was August 17th 1969 and the weather service was watching hurricane Camille approaching the United States through the Gulf of Mexico. Just a few days earlier all was calm and right in the world.
Dad was designated to ride out the storm at the base along with some of the other soldiers and their families who were stationed there. All of us convened on the base and were housed in a secured hanger as night fall and Camille approached.
The door of the hanger was shut and none of us were allowed to open it or leave it’s safety. Cots were setup and families gathered in groups on the concrete floors with blankets and candles or flashlights. It was dark and as the storm closed in the wind outside intensified. While we waited it grew louder and louder with each thunder and the winds pounding the walls until there was a loud roar.
After a very long time the wind died down and someone said that we were in the eye of the storm. “The worst was coming!” they said. The door was opened and us little ones peered out, but dared not exit for fear the wind would start up again and sweep us away. The door was shut and soon after, the rage began again.
Many hours later we exited the hanger onto the long stretches of concrete that were covered in debris. Eventually we loaded up the car to drive home. Only a few miles away, it was normally a 10 minute drive, but that day it took us over 4 hours.
We saw trees down, trailers lifted from their foundations and placed in the road blocking our passage. Bridges were washed out. The furry and rage of Camille left one house untouched, the next one off it’s foundation, then the next with it’s roof tattered and scatted, and yet another leveled to the ground with all it’s possessions sprawled over the neighborhood. It was a world changer full of danger. Praise God it’s furry had passed.
As we drove on, none of us knew what we would find when we arrived home. Would the place where just yesterday I laid looking at the sky enjoying my royal green carpet and playful animals still be there, or would we find devastation and a new start waiting for us?
When we finally arrived in our neighborhood, there were houses that survived, but much like the rest of the drive, others were leveled or destroyed. We were among the fortunate and our home was still there, in tact. So many others weren’t so lucky.
More photos of Camille’s destruction here and here.
The scenes of destruction left by Camille are not easily forgotten. Camille took the lives of 131 including 3 who were never identified. Forty One were never found. (Read about it here.)
A preacher I know once said that in life we are either going into a storm, in the middle of a storm or coming out of a storm. Today as I sit and write this, there are many people from Houston, Texas trying to figure out how to put their lives back together from hurricane Harvey. Still many more are riding out Irma as it enters Florida.
As I came out of that storm so many years ago, it was not the end of my world. For me life was just beginning.
Over the next year I remember playing in the back yard with Monique, the girl next door and my first official-unofficial girl-friend. I also remember a large tree that my father and brothers pulled out of the ground leaving behind a massive hole filled with water. It was probably downed in the storm. Somehow I was convinced that the hole contained fish because every time we dug a hole in the back yard it would fill with water. Therefore, it must somehow be connected to the ocean and naturally there had to be fish.
My father gave me a fishing pole and encouraged me to spend some time testing my luck, which I did. He told me there were no fish and knew I would never catch anything, but he never dashed my hopes and dreams as a child. Instead he encouraged me to step out and try and learn.
After experiencing the storm, I suppose some would blame God. They would say that since he controls the weather it must be his fault that so many people died and that so much destruction occurred. The same God that made the sky and my royal carpet also made the thunder and wind. But we also know that Jesus sent his disciples into the storm knowing what they would face. He sent them out into a world bent on destroying them when he ascended into Heaven. He knew they would face persecutions of all kinds and be martyred for him.
So, why was it necessary for my family and so many others to stare down Camille and her destruction? Why was it necessary for so many lives to be lost and for our world to be turned upside down? A friend of mine recently asked me, “How could a loving God let his children, the ones he created, murder one another?” It is the same question I ask. Why Camille? Why Harvey? Why Irma?
The best explanation I have is that though we think we understand the world that we live in, we truly understand very little. God, as the creator, knows our beginnings and our endings. He knows and decides what’s final and what’s not. He also knows that for there to be love, there must be the freedom to love and experience loss.
As a young child, I trusted my father to take me to safety and he did. When the eye of the stormed passed and the door was opened, I could have chosen to run out believing all was good, but in only a few minutes, I would have been swept away.
I have known many people who have run from God by seeking their own way. They believed that obeying God was a burden. In the end they made a lot of trouble for themselves and God had to clean up their lives. They ran out into the eye of the storm and abandoned the shelter they were given, but God chased after them and brought them back into safety.
I’ve also known those who have chosen their own path to destruction, not heading the warnings to seek the safety of Jesus’ forgiveness. These never entered the shelter or hid from our Father as he searched.
Having the doors to the hanger shut reminded me of how God shut the doors of Noah’s ark. The same story of atonement and salvation is repeated many times in the Bible. (Moses, Ruth, Daniel, David, the Exodus from Egypt, the entering into the promised land) Circumstances were grave and man unfaithful, yet those who in the end trusted in God ultimately repented, were cleansed, and redeemed.
The storms of our lives foreshadow our own judgement and our actions model our redemption and salvation just like the Old Testament stories foreshadowed the coming of the Messiah.
As Irma passes and the memories of Camille and Harvey fade, find solace from the storm in the one who is our refuge and strength and model the end by choosing Jesus and taking the forgiveness, atonement and redemption that he offers.
God is our refuge and strength,
always ready to help in times of trouble.
So we will not fear when earthquakes come
and the mountains crumble into the sea.
Let the oceans roar and foam.
Let the mountains tremble as the waters surge!
— Psalm 46:1-3
And the Lord said to Moses, “Say this to the people of Israel: You saw for yourselves that I spoke to you from heaven. Remember, you must not make any idols of silver or gold to rival me.
“Build for me an altar made of earth, and offer your sacrifices to me—your burnt offerings and peace offerings, your sheep and goats, and your cattle. Build my altar wherever I cause my name to be remembered, and I will come to you and bless you.
Early in the morning we gathered together and were divided into pairs. Without speaking we would use the next 30 minutes to build an altar using whatever materials were available on the ground. Each pair ventured out into the area. Some stayed close to the church. Others continued further out.
There are numerous times when altars were built in times past. I couldn’t help but remember Abraham’s journey up the mountain with Issac, and the altars of many others in the Old Testament. Not all the altars were to God. Some were to other gods.
There were 450 prophets of Baal who when challenged by Elijah spent the day sacrificing and cutting themselves while waiting for their god to simply accept their sacrifice. Then Elijah made his sacrifice to God and had the people quench his altar 3 times with water so that the trenches around it were filled. When he called on God everything was instantly consumed with fire. Not a drop of water remained. That day the 450 prophets of Baal were put to death. Their lives were ended because they served a false god.
Where have we made altars? In a real sense we build altars every day. We spend our lives sacrificing for something every minute of every day.
Some of that time might be spent sacrificing on the altar of family. Some of that time could be spent on the altar of success and/or money. Some spent on the altar of pleasure and comforts. Those choices dictate what we are sacrificing for and all of these things yield temporary results.
What kind of altar have you built and who are you building it to?
I challenge you to go out early in the morning and build an altar. Contemplate on what and who you are living for. Is it for the one who sacrificed everything for you or are you living for yourself?
What will you gain from those sacrifices? Is it temporary or permanent?
On the dreaded altar of Golgotha, Jesus made a sacrifice and paid with his life for you to live. Then, though he was dead, raised himself up again because he is the one true God.
Don’t make the mistake of making sacrifices to gods that have no power, that care nothing for you and will only steal your life. Instead choose the one true God, the one who loved you enough to die for you and has offered you an eternal life if you would accept his gift to you.
It was well after midnight. As I laid in bed, I just couldn’t calm my mind. Maybe it was the fact that I had 4 cups of coffee in the morning instead of my regular two. I should be tired after having stayed up until 2:30am the night before and driving home from our family beach vacation. I got up early to complete some gifts in my woodshop, ran several errands and packed for my trip to Tecate,B.C. Mexico. My body ached and I was tired from being on my feet all day, but I still had a difficult time falling to sleep. It’s like this sometimes the night before a long trip that I’ve been looking forward to.
This is my fifth year making the annual mission trip with the FCA. Like every year in the past I never know what to expect. I’ve got the routine down. I’ve flow the same flight every year. Joey meets us at the airport and we load up the vans. Then we stop at In and Out Burgers, Target, and then drive into Mexico. We arrive at our location, unpack and begin our mission. I’ve got the routine down, but when Jesus arrives, the mission really begins.
Every year Jesus has shown up in a major way. Many people say they meet Jesus here. I know that to be true for me as well and I’m looking forward to seeing what he will do this year.
It’s a little like going to an amusement park to ride the roller coaster. There’s an anticipation while standing in long lines watching the coaster and other thrill seekers scream as it goes speeding by, knowing that soon, the experience will be firsthand. Then the heart begins to race as you finally see the seat reserved just for you and off you go, climbing, peaking and then experiencing an exilerating loop de loop. Everything spins in all directions as the coaster roars down the track. The neighbors are screaming at the top of their lungs as you try to let out a screem when the g-force silences your voice.
While it seems like a thrill, the real thrill is seeing Jesus, what he is doing and can do through you in the lives of others. It’s so easy to get trapped into a life where we try to make everything personal to us… perfect in our way, but that’s not Jesus’ way. Every time I’ve made this trip Jesus joined the party. He is the thrill of the ride and what makes it special.
My first year Jesus showed up and helped me restore my relationship with him. He showed me a different way to live and gave me a renewed purpose for my life. The next year, he showed me how he can work through me and use my voice when I let him. The third year, he gave me a heart for others and a passion for serving. Last year, he taught me how to give. This year he is teaching me to be intentional.
Jesus is intentional with people. He is intentional about restoring a relationship with us. He is intentional about being there for us. He gives his life so that we live. He didn’t just die for us. He continues to interceed for us with God every day and he commited to do that for us … forever!
When we marry, we are joined with our spouse and continue to live with them, hopefully for a lifetime, but when they are gone and our life goes on, many of us remarry. Our relationships are fleeting … temporary. Even relationships with our parents can be temporal. But Jesus has made a lifelong eternal commitment that he will not break and he pursues us with intentionality every day.
Do you pursue him, or is he someone you reach out to when things aren’t going well? If all he is to you is a problem solver, or the fall back person when you need something then you are missing out on the best part of knowing Jesus. He loves us with love so pure that it is incorruptible. You will find no one else who can love like that. There’s a thrill of being with Jesus that’s better than the roller coaster EVERY DAY. He brings life to every party and he promised it would be difficult, but that he would share it with us. He is faithful… forever.
1 Corinthians 13 defines his kind of love and what it means. (As I was reading this passage it occured to me that the themes here in the first paragraph parallel my experiences in going to Tecate.)
If I could speak all the languages of earth and of angels, but didn’t love others, I would only be a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I had the gift of prophecy, and if I understood all of God’s secret plans and possessed all knowledge, and if I had such faith that I could move mountains, but didn’t love others, I would be nothing. If I gave everything I have to the poor and even sacrificed my body, I could boast about it;* but if I didn’t love others, I would have gained nothing.
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
Prophecy and speaking in unknown languages* and special knowledge will become useless. But love will last forever! Now our knowledge is partial and incomplete, and even the gift of prophecy reveals only part of the whole picture! But when the time of perfection comes, these partial things will become useless.
When I was a child, I spoke and thought and reasoned as a child. But when I grew up, I put away childish things. Now we see things imperfectly, like puzzling reflections in a mirror, but then we will see everything with perfect clarity.* All that I know now is partial and incomplete, but then I will know everything completely, just as God now knows me completely.
Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.
1 Corinthians 13:1-13
It is so easy to forget that Jesus wants us to be intentional too. He wants us to be intentional in seeking him and finding him in our lives. He wants us to be intentional in making sacrifices for those he loves. This includes our enemies and our friends. He wants us to be intentional about what we give and who we give to. But most of all he wants us to be intentional in our relationship with him. To be intentional with Jesus is to love him.
A few weeks ago I shared this with the boys in my youth group. I challenged them to be intentional about seeking and knowing Jesus. When you want the attention of Mom or Dad, you go to them and talk with them. Do you do the same with Jesus? When something is going badly, who do you tell? Do you talk to Jesus about it? Who do you celebrate with when you win a game or have a success in life? When you love someone, how do you show it? Do you give them something, give them encouraging words or do something special for them? Do you spend time with them?
Love wasn’t meant to be one way. It’s best when shared, but it requires being intentional.
I don’t know what Jesus will bring to Tecate this year, but I am looking forward to being intentional with Him and the people I meet there.
On Monday night while traveling on a business trip I decided to take advantage of the hotel mixer. I had no intention of shutting the place down, but I stopped to talk with another hotel guest and he began to share his story with me.
He lives with his sister and her two children. A couple of weeks ago he was outside grilling when someone turned to him and said that there was smoke coming from his house. He jokingly thought it was smoke from the grill and only after five minutes of back and forth did he realize his home was actually on fire.
Fortunately he and all his family came through that situation safely, but they lost everything to smoke and fire damage. The source of the fire turned out to be electrical.
He was frustrated with the insurance company because they were trying to minimize the claim. In an effort to encourage him I told him, “if you had that much money in the bank how much would you fight to keep it?” We both chuckled about it and continued to talk.
It was a special time as he shared how much he loved cooking for others. His dream is to own a food truck and share food and life with people.
As the evening continued, the news announced the bombing in Manchester and we learned of the deaths of more than 19 people.
This turned the topic of our conversation to politics and he asked me if I voted for “him”. When I told him I did in fact support “him” in the last election, he turned to me, lowered his voice and admitted that even though he was a democrat, he also voted for “him” too. That really surprised me, so we continued our conversation, not that it would have deterred me. I like to hear other people’s points of view. He asked me what I thought about the press and how he was doing as our new president so I shared my opinion.
There was this teacher I had when I was in the 8th grade. He was former military and an older gentleman, probably in his 40’s at the time, maybe 50. Everyone used to make fun of him. He had a missing index digit so he would point on the maps and blackboard with his middle finger. Everyone thought it was funny. He would routinely stand in front of his desk and lean back on it during class. When things got rowdy he would yell out “all right people” and try to get the class focused. One day a bunch of kids decided to play a practical joke on him. They worked it out to be in the school after hours and took all the screws out of his desk and reassembled it standing, sturdy enough to stand on its own, but not sturdy enough to support a person leaning on it.
The next morning during first period I heard a loud crash from his room down the hall and all the kid were laughing. He had apparently decided to lean back and the entire assembly collapsed under his weight. It was the story of the day.
At the time I thought it was funny and that he deserved it. This as a time when all teachers were “bad”. Everybody complained about getting bad grades and it was always the teacher’s fault.
My perspective over the years has changed dramatically and I no longer see things that way. He didn’t have to teach and he certainly didn’t have to put up with a bunch of rowdy ungrateful teenage kids, but he did and he spent that time sharing life with us and trying to show us from his experiences a way through life. What did he ever do to deserve the disrespect that we gave him. Instead he should have been honored for making the sacrifices he made on our behalf.
I have come to see what’s going on with Donald Trump this way. Here we have a man that’s making big sacrifices to lead our country to a better place, a person who wants to make us a great nation again and politicians from both sides hate him because he’s willing to listen and make objective assessments regardless of the party lines or platforms. He calls people out and isn’t afraid to give out grades based on real performance.
So my new friend asked me next what I thought of our last president. I have to be honest. I didn’t like his position on a lot of issues, but I respected the fact that he took a position and went with it. Regardless of what anyone says, I think he felt he was doing his best for where he thought the country should go. We never really know the burdens of leading others until we’ve done it and our leaders have the perspective of leadership far better than we do.
The back and forth questions didn’t stop. We carried a dialog on for a few hours talking about our jobs, our families, and ultimately how God was working in our lives.
Even in the midst of the news about the Manchester bombing we continued to talk and share. Rarely have I found people so willing and eager to engage in conversation, at least not since my childhood when the pace of life was slower.
When was the last time you had a long conversation with a total stranger and walked away friends? Today we are all so focused on ourselves and our lives that we forget that we depend on one another, not just for our livelihoods, but for friendships and community regardless of our political opinions.
I asked him as the evening waned how he was so calm about the loss of his home. This was his first fire, but a dozen years ago as a teen he lost his home in a devastating tornado that ripped up the lives of many in his community and killed several people he knew. “It’s not so bad when you know how to get back up after a disaster and everyone is still alive.”
As I returned to my hotel room, I found myself having been blessed by a man who had nothing but the clothes on his back taking time to have a conversation with a stranger and share his story so that a new friend might gain friendship and wisdom.
So I prayed for my new friend and I asked God to bless him and his family with the desires of his heart. I see a food truck and a son going to law school.. and a new home in his future, not for anything any of us have done, but because of the blessings God have already been placed in his heart…. a love for people, a willingness to love and serve, and a faith in our God who provides for all of our needs.
It’s really hard to believe it’s been over a month since I posted a blog. This wasn’t my choice. I’ve had a lot of really great inspirational moments over the past month or so.
I have found time to listen to some good audio books while driving, flying or being otherwise engaged on something where my mind was free to listen. One of those books is Walking With God by John Eldredge. It’s interesting how John shares his life experiences and his walk with God as well as spiritual warfare.
I found it difficult to accept the spiritual battles and his perspective at first, but at the same time I clearly identify with his experiences to remain holy and pure.
One particularly interesting perspective that I hadn’t thought about regarding spiritual warfare is the enemy’s ability to spread like a virus to those battling for or helping someone who is vulnerable. According to John, the enemy uses the same exploits, lies, and deception, and spirit against us that is used against those we are trying to help.
This past year, our church has been involved in the V-One initiative. We try to help one vulnerable person every day. In spiritual terms, according to John’s insight, this means that as we help vulnerable people we are also exposing ourselves to the same evil that is oppressing them. Therefore, we should be properly prepared and aware of what is coming and arm ourselves accordingly.
One of the areas that I’ve been struggling with is being too busy. I have been working a lot of overtime and carrying way more than I probably should in my job. It’s clearly effected every other area of my life. I’ve gained weight, partly due to the stress, but also because of the long hours sitting and lack of exercise. I’ve missed time with family and the time I have had was rushed… less focused on the relationship and more on the get it done. I’ve had less time to prepare for service projects and I generally feel like I’ve been scraping by. My personal projects, writing, and ministries have all suffered.
I had been praying for a friend of mine who had a difficult decision to make and was concerned about his relationships with others in the transition. Later I learned that he’d been fighting the same busyness issues that we were both battling that same spirit.
John’s book made me think about what things are hindering my ability to serve God. Busyness was a the top of my list. A job becoming a distraction was not something I had thought of the enemy using to derail my mission, yet it was there front and center.
In this situation values and priorities matter. What I mean to say is that even when we have a lot of work to do, or things to keep busy, there are certain things that we choose to continue and others that we stop doing. We don’t stop eating or taking care of ourselves (at least to some minimum standard) because we know that these things are necessary for life. But we certainly scale things back or may even stop watching television, working out, or doing a hobby to spend that time doing something else. For some of us, getting that one thing done consumes us and that’s what sometimes happens to me. This time I found myself prioritizing things a little differently. One of those was Renovate weekend.
I’d signed up to house and spend all day on Saturday with the 6th and 7th grade boys from our church. Together we served a meal at the Samaritan House. I’m really proud of the boys for doing this and I really enjoyed our time together, but I was completely and utterly exhausted. There were plenty of times before going into the weekend when I thought to myself, “I wish I hadn’t committed to this”, but I am so glad I did and I am glad I prioritized my time with the youth and adding something into their lives and the lives of others rather than working another weekend away.
Not only did God provide me the energy to get through it, but He also gave me a much needed break from the busyness, calmed my heart and helped me find the right balance to continue on stronger than before. He refueled my spirit and gave me deeper relationships with each of the young men in my group, my friend, the people we served at Samaritan House. He showed me that even when we’re tired and the outlook is grim, He continues to provide what we need to take on the burdens of others.
An alabaster jar was once used to hold expensive perfumes. The jars were made with a long neck and designed to be broken to use the contents and were ideal for perfume because they kept the contents from spoiling.
There are a couple instances in the New Testament where a woman (or women) anointed Jesus with this perfume from an alabaster jar. (Mt 26:7, Mk 14:3, Lk 7:37) The gift was very, very expensive and once opened was used up. There’s been a lot written about the alabaster jar so I’m not going to analyze and argue the points, but I did want to share some of my personal experience and thoughts.
Meanwhile, Jesus was in Bethany at the home of Simon, a man who had previously had leprosy. While he was eating, a woman came in with a beautiful alabaster jar of expensive perfume and poured it over his head.
The disciples were indignant when they saw this. “What a waste!” they said. “It could have been sold for a high price and the money given to the poor.”
But Jesus, aware of this, replied, “Why criticize this woman for doing such a good thing to me? You will always have the poor among you, but you will not always have me. She has poured this perfume on me to prepare my body for burial. I tell you the truth, wherever the Good News is preached throughout the world, this woman’s deed will be remembered and discussed.” — Matthew 26:6-13
I’ve been a Christian for nearly 37 years. I had a great start, then drifted back and forth in my faith until 5 years ago when I went on a mission trip to Tecate, Mexico. Even before the trip God was doing a work in me. He used that time serving to accelerate the changes in my life and grow my faith by helping me see the path I was blazing and where it was leading me. It wasn’t to a good place.
On my recent trip to El Zapatillo the question came up about the alabaster jar and I asked myself what was in mine, or rather what was my alabaster jar? What is that most precious thing that I give God, but also, what am I holding back?
God doesn’t need anything from us, but he does want us. He’s a jealous god and he isn’t satisfied with a divided heart. The sad thing about my life story even though I’ve been a Christ follower for 37 years is that it’s mostly about what I’ve held back. For much of my life I divided my heart between God and what I wanted for me. I was trying to pour out my alabaster jar on both me and Jesus at the same time. It’s kind of silly to think about it in those terms isn’t it? Much of the perfume would be wasted trying to pour it on both people.
Besides, how can any one of us compare to Jesus? It was he that created the world, came into it in the most humbling of circumstances, lived a perfect life, sacrificed himself for us, and then rose from the dead and offered us a new beginning. He did all of this by his strength. What have any of us done to compare to that? To say that any one of us should share in an anointing with him in that way makes no sense. Our lives can’t possibly compare on any measure to him.
When these women came to Jesus, they came with remorse, full of repentance and love for a person who gave of himself to save them. He gave them forgiveness and a restored relationship with God. They gave him a most precious gift in the jar of perfume, but while Jesus accepted this, I believe it wasn’t the fragrance of the perfume that delighted him. It was the fragrance of repentance and love that they showed from their heart that was symbolically portrayed in their actions. It was a pure act of worship, a sacrifice of monumental proportions of the lives that these women led to obtain such a gift.
The irony is that there is nothing we have that God hasn’t first given to us. The perfume that these women brought was provided to them by God. He gave them life and means to either produce or obtain these expensive items. In the end, they chose to use them to honor God. Can there ever be a more beautiful act of worship, but to lay down our lives at the feet of God for his service?
It’s not about the alabaster jar, the perfume, or the woman who gave it. It’s about God, recognizing him for who he is, and honoring him for what he has done.
What’s in your alabaster jar and how will you choose to use it?
One of the Pharisees asked Jesus to have dinner with him, so Jesus went to his home and sat down to eat. When a certain immoral woman from that city heard he was eating there, she brought a beautiful alabaster jar filled with expensive perfume. Then she knelt behind him at his feet, weeping. Her tears fell on his feet, and she wiped them off with her hair. Then she kept kissing his feet and putting perfume on them.
When the Pharisee who had invited him saw this, he said to himself, “If this man were a prophet, he would know what kind of woman is touching him. She’s a sinner!”
Then Jesus answered his thoughts. “Simon,” he said to the Pharisee, “I have something to say to you.”
“Go ahead, Teacher,” Simon replied.
Then Jesus told him this story: “A man loaned money to two people—500 pieces of silver to one and 50 pieces to the other. But neither of them could repay him, so he kindly forgave them both, canceling their debts. Who do you suppose loved him more after that?”
Simon answered, “I suppose the one for whom he canceled the larger debt.”
“That’s right,” Jesus said. Then he turned to the woman and said to Simon, “Look at this woman kneeling here. When I entered your home, you didn’t offer me water to wash the dust from my feet, but she has washed them with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You didn’t greet me with a kiss, but from the time I first came in, she has not stopped kissing my feet. You neglected the courtesy of olive oil to anoint my head, but she has anointed my feet with rare perfume.
“I tell you, her sins—and they are many—have been forgiven, so she has shown me much love. But a person who is forgiven little shows only little love.” Then Jesus said to the woman, “Your sins are forgiven.”
The men at the table said among themselves, “Who is this man, that he goes around forgiving sins?”
And Jesus said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you; go in peace.” — Luke 7:36-50
There were a few moments during my mission trip to Guatemala that I would consider personal discovery moments. Even before the trip, God was weighing on my heart about some things in my life that needed to change.
The first really core shaking moment was when one of my teammates was working on restoring the toilets to working order. When we arrived there was only one and the bathrooms had no running water. He had worked all day on the task pulling together parts and trying different things. In an arrogant sort of way I started asking details about the task as if I knew better than he did about how to fix the toilets. It wasn’t meant to come across that way and I really was wanting to be helpful.
My line of work has me spending a lot of my days solving problems. I’m also the guy that when handed a puzzle will spend hours trying to solve it. Then I have to go around and show everyone once I’ve nailed it. For a moment I actually thought I knew better. This was pride and arrogance speaking. I had no more to offer than he was already doing and my efforts were no better than his. In fact, I’d put my needs of solve a puzzle and feel significant above the relationship and the job we were doing. How many of us do that?
The second happened the next day when we had finished the roof we were working on. I headed over to help another crew on the house. Again, same thing happened only this time I tried to show another teammate how to hold and cut a board. This is something I’ve done lot of and had a technique that I thought would help get the job done faster and easier. My delivery … well let’s just say it was awful. My teammates response was “There are too many cooks in the kitchen.” As soon as he said it, I realized I was at it again and I needed to disengage. I’d put my desire to finish the project, know-it-all attitude and personal ambition ahead of our relationship. It was prideful and arrogant.
I regret both of these incidents, but I’m also very thankful that God allowed me to learn something from these interactions. My team mates were understanding and forgiving. They more than just tolerated me. My teammates are some really amazing followers of Jesus and showed love with each other (and me) as much as with the people we went to serve.
The whole realization forced me to answer some hard questions. Do I really think I’m always right? Why am I not taking into consideration how others feel? Would I change now knowing what I’m doing? The answers brought some ugly realizations that I forced myself to confront and lay at the feet of Jesus.
For me this mission was never meant to be a self discovery. Had I not been convicted by the Holy Spirit, I probably would never have realized what I was doing and how it affects other people. The mission was meant to help children and a village find Jesus and improve their lives. But God had a few things he needed to teach each one of us on this trip. What I came home with was a greater insight into myself as a person interacting with others and a stronger relationship to God and to my teammates. I also came home with a greater love for others and a renewed purpose in my life.
It was time for us to begin the VBS program with the children of El Zapatillo. Each of us was recognized by name and invited to come to the front .. stadium style. Then we had a time of music and they brought Rosa up to sing and lead the worship. Afterwards we did a skit and had a short message before we broke up into our groups.
There were five boys in my group (and I had a little girl join the next day). Their ages ranged from 3 to 8. We all sat down on the floor and I asked each one his name and age. The older boys answered for some of the younger ones.
It was hard for me to understand the boys. I’m hard of hearing as it is, but there was a lot of noise in the background and they boys were quiet spoken. It didn’t help that they were speaking in Spanish … or so I thought. It may have been the local Mayan language.
Just like kids at home, some were attentive and others were easily distracted. A couple of my younger ones worried me a little because they seemed too docile. I’m used to little ones running around with unbounded energy. I had to wonder if they were getting enough to eat, or if it was just a hard life here. Some of these kids traveled a long way on foot to be with us.
As each shared his name, I wondered how they’d come to that name. What kind of family were they from and were they happy? Were there special needs in their life? What did they like to do? The biggest question that I ask with every child I meet is what kind of future is in store for this person?
One thing I’ve learned is that names represent something as much as someone. Sometimes people make a name for themselves. By that, I mean that their name becomes synonymous with their actions, accomplishments, or fame.
I wondered what each child would accomplish and where they would be. Would they make a name for themselves or live up to their name. Would their name come to represent something good or bad?
Some names are given to represent authority. Others to show position. Some people are given nick names symbolizing an event or way about that person.
Even in the Bible, God took pains to name people and he even renamed a few. Abram, the father of nations was renamed to Abraham. Saul, persecutor of Christians, was renamed Paul and became the missionary to Christians. Jesus says that many will receive a white stone engraved with a new name understood only to the one who receives it (Revelation 2:27). Even Jesus, though he has many names will be given a new name (Revelation 3:13).
As I think about the events, I’m keenly aware that I also have a name that God has given me and how I live will either make that name or break it. I will either be known for good or bad.